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Everybody is a genius. But, if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://kingofworms.tumblr.com/post/2743793436/everybody-is-a-genius-but-if-you-judge-a-fish-by" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;kingofworms&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class="quote"&gt;Everybody is a genius. But, if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will spend its whole life believing that it is stupid.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Damn straight son&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/47705210127</link><guid>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/47705210127</guid><pubDate>Thu, 11 Apr 2013 11:40:13 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>I'm only human sometimes</title><description>&lt;p&gt;It seems my luck is letting me down I want a change I want to be loved I want someone to love to take all my problems away make me smile have good times with maybe even settle down but this is looking more and more unlikely day by day&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/5333226272</link><guid>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/5333226272</guid><pubDate>Mon, 09 May 2011 08:49:03 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Just thinking </title><description>&lt;p&gt;I have been thinking for a while now that I want to write my life in to a book just to look back at good times with the lads the . The Bad times  just so I can look back at my life just to look back at everything if any one wants to five it a read be my guest you will most likely laugh at my expense  and see why im like I am&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/5026310482</link><guid>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/5026310482</guid><pubDate>Thu, 28 Apr 2011 20:15:41 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Thoughts of madness </title><description>&lt;p&gt;I feel like I&amp;#8217;m stuck in a loop of stuff just repeating I feel like I&amp;#8217;m going mad not like hannibal lector mad more joker mad I keep have thoughts  back to past and realise I saw this coming all along if I&amp;#8217;m honest I just want some sunshine to hit my life I remember the best day of my life 11 . 03&amp;#160;09 I know none of you know what this date means it was a date where i became happy and left the stupid reputation of valentine behind  Now I look back and see I never left it behind it has followed me to this day  but tell me what is reputation i will tell you what it is it all these Lil stories people hear about you then think it&amp;#8217;s true then people who don&amp;#8217;t even know you hear about you then when you meet them they are like ow I&amp;#8217;ve  heard about you your like what the fuck what you heard little stories that go around&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/4644292811</link><guid>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/4644292811</guid><pubDate>Fri, 15 Apr 2011 19:30:22 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>hmm tattoos</title><description>&lt;p&gt;im so exicted to be gettin started on my chest piece &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;that im even  fault that my sleve will be finished end ofmarch&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;so wat to get next &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/3475148344</link><guid>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/3475148344</guid><pubDate>Wed, 23 Feb 2011 21:28:27 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>he who makes a beast of him self gets rid ofthe pain of being a man</title><description>&lt;p&gt;over the past months i have been battling with my insanity  over heart break&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;yeah it can really do it to ya  only thing is there is only  the rocky path left to take&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;to become your self again  but sometimes we dont become are selves again&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;we try to be something we are not  we try to show this image of someone who&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;cant be hurt by anything  when deep down all we want is to be loved  or just have things right again&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;i realised that  the pain you go throught when u break up with some one you loved&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;you will try to do anything to stop the pain but it will only go away in time &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;it took me 3 months to become myself   after a breakdown  kneeling in the rain crying  for that loved one i realised she anit comming back  i walked home to hear the family having a fall out great  just another one of lifes kick in the teeth so i seeked refudge in my room i listened to my ipod it was like  it was cursed  it kept playing the most lovely dovey songs  then i heard it  &amp;#8220;he who makes a beast out of him self gets rid of the pain of being a man&amp;#8221;  as i heard that my mood started changing  i went to a good friends of mine acompanyed by a prophet  to realise&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;what i had to do  so instead of getting sad and depressed it turned to something else something wierd  but few weeks later i saw the one girl i loved my feelings where still so so strong for her but she had meet someone i knew for once in my life i did the one thing i am proud of i said im happy for you  i hope it works out she said thanks and was like u okay i was like na im not right but i will be  she started to worry so i walked her home kissed her on the cheek and said i love u and always will jodie . bye sweetheart  we hugged  but i walked away  went round to a mates where on the way  someone said a remark that hit pretty fucking deep i took no notice i walked off  as i got to a wall i just  saw red and felt anger so i took a full swing at a wall not the smartest idea  since i was now walking along abbots  dripping blood up the road but the thing that as made me realise im me again i had a deep convo with reis he really helped me get it off my mind  since then ive felt  like a new person the pain has gone  im happy again  &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;EMBRACE YOUR DREAMS   ALWAYS PROTECT YOUR HONOR&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/3228581687</link><guid>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/3228581687</guid><pubDate>Thu, 10 Feb 2011 23:11:00 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>believe</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&amp;#8220;It&amp;#8217;s difficult to believe in yourself because the idea of self is an artificial construction. You are, in fact, part of the glorious oneness of the universe. Everything beautiful in the world is within you. No-one really feels self-confident deep down because it&amp;#8217;s an artificial idea. Really, people aren&amp;#8217;t that worried about what you&amp;#8217;re doing or what you&amp;#8217;re saying, so you can drift around the world relatively anonymously: you must not feel persecuted and examined. Liberate yourself from that idea that people are watching you &lt;br/&gt;&amp;#8220;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/2804053495</link><guid>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/2804053495</guid><pubDate>Mon, 17 Jan 2011 20:45:34 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>the real me </title><description>&lt;p&gt;right enough  said  for all these people who have  there opions  of me &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;if im honest im just gonna come right out with it for thoese  who misjudge me&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;to those who truly  know me  so here it goes&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;me as a person find that respect goes along way  but im to forgiving &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;i dont see a need to hate someone if they have not done no wrong to me &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;i try to look on the brighter picture of things try find away round fighthing &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;if im honest only jodie bought out the best in me i loved and cared for her&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;but  im glad she is happy  now  but  if u want the real me  dont listen to rumors&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;ask me straight  up  get to know me im  genrally an alright guy &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;yeah i have problems  i smoke weed   hardly  sleep and cut the shit out of my self&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;i did  think  suicide  but its the bullshit way out &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;but  my friends reis chambers and brad rumble  have given me hope  by  showing me the  door in life making me into this new person who  understands more  and  believes in himself again   if im honest  i owe these guys  i love them as brothers and bestfriends   they  seem to bring out the real me  the one who wants to  feel the passion  and  wants to  fight  laugh be happy and make a go of  being  me again     &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/2590595431</link><guid>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/2590595431</guid><pubDate>Mon, 03 Jan 2011 22:42:08 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>how love  is suppose to work  hmm really</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lehaoj73bh1qfs3m6o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;how love  is suppose to work  hmm really&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/2590298242</link><guid>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/2590298242</guid><pubDate>Mon, 03 Jan 2011 22:21:55 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Video</title><description>&lt;iframe width="400" height="225" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/q0C0JmobYmc?wmode=transparent&amp;autohide=1&amp;egm=0&amp;hd=1&amp;iv_load_policy=3&amp;modestbranding=1&amp;rel=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;showsearch=0" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/2574112060</link><guid>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/2574112060</guid><pubDate>Sun, 02 Jan 2011 19:59:11 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>vainty of blog boi</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Blog boy is a normal guy trying to make it in a world of temptation  and work life and style over many style has he felt comfortable with skinny jeans shrits and dunks the hair was the most important thing fring with spikes at the back. Some timed back combed o well this I a typical normal. Guy who is bored of life and loves the drugs x normally acompanyed by a prophet and a man of wisdom   which has turned out to be a good thing in this boys life he is free and with mates. So you know what I&amp;#8217;ve got it the best  &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/2528975804</link><guid>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/2528975804</guid><pubDate>Thu, 30 Dec 2010 12:19:24 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>loveless </title><description>&lt;p&gt;LOVELESS&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Prologue (Poem)&lt;br/&gt;When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end&lt;br/&gt;The goddess descends from the sky&lt;br/&gt;Wings of light and dark spread afar&lt;br/&gt;She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Act I (Poem)&lt;br/&gt;Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess&lt;br/&gt;We seek it thus, and take it to the sky&lt;br/&gt;Ripples form on the water’s surface&lt;br/&gt;The wandering soul knows no rest.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Act II (Poem)&lt;br/&gt;There is no hate, only joy&lt;br/&gt;For you are beloved by the goddess&lt;br/&gt;Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul&lt;br/&gt;Pride is lost&lt;br/&gt;Wings stripped away, the end is nigh&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Act III (Poem)&lt;br/&gt;My friend, do you fly away now?&lt;br/&gt;To a world that abhors you and I?&lt;br/&gt;All that awaits you is a somber morrow&lt;br/&gt;No matter where the winds may blow&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;My friend, your desire&lt;br/&gt;Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Even if the morrow is barren of promises&lt;br/&gt;Nothing shall forestall my return&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Act IV (Poem)&lt;br/&gt;My friend, the fates are cruel&lt;br/&gt;There are no dreams, no honor remains&lt;br/&gt;The arrow has left the bow of the goddess&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;My soul, corrupted by vengeance&lt;br/&gt;Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey&lt;br/&gt;In my own salvation&lt;br/&gt;And your eternal slumber&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Legend shall speak&lt;br/&gt;Of sacrifice at world’s end&lt;br/&gt;The wind sails over the water’s surface&lt;br/&gt;Quietly, but surely&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Act V (Poem)&lt;br/&gt;Even if the morrow is barren of promises&lt;br/&gt;Nothing shall forestall my return&lt;br/&gt;To become the dew that quenches the land&lt;br/&gt;To spare the sands, the seas, the skies&lt;br/&gt;I offer thee this silent sacrifice &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/2492882302</link><guid>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/2492882302</guid><pubDate>Mon, 27 Dec 2010 23:53:18 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>stonner boy </title><description>&lt;p&gt;is this a sign of bliss or temptaion cos no matter what  i do &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;it always grabs me back in  a circle of friends  doing bottles&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;bongs spliffage the number of take aways &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;every pond spent on munch drink in a mates shed&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;smokinh the time away it feels like  a mellow feeling&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;get coutched and listen to artist  such as  cypress hills tom waits&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;trances of different musci it may just be  bliss or just away to escape&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;the thing is iwould not have it any other way  i love getting lean assed&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;with my friends  having a laugh  so to you&amp;#8217;s who dont like  what we  do&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;wither give it a try ot just deal with it  we anit evil or scum we enjoy a smoke&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;is it so hard noy to streotype people cos they  smoke   ow druggys  scum&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;nothing going for them fuck off   me and my friend have loads going &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;a prophet   a fine artist going on to uni a wise man  born music producer  &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;a beast  born chef  been college done all the  classes  believe me  before&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;you  make your judgement look at me and my pals  and say we  anit got&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;fuck going for us&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/2410748140</link><guid>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/2410748140</guid><pubDate>Tue, 21 Dec 2010 22:32:05 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>thats true friends for ya </title><description>&lt;p&gt;ever  since i split up  with my long term otherhalf  i have discorved alot&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;if im honest   but the  best thing ever was  finding out my  true mates  my best mates&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;the ones who kept me  from  being indoors  stopped me thinking fuck&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;stopped me from spiralling down hill   in to old ways &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;got to  give thanks to my boys  ganja prophet  chambers and  just brad &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;there are many other but these  boys have made me laugh and  not let me stop and  think  about wat  could of been  thanks boys i owe u  a life debt&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/2137875624</link><guid>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/2137875624</guid><pubDate>Tue, 07 Dec 2010 19:52:00 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>back to school </title><description>&lt;p&gt;you know what i really miss  being at school i know when you leave your  like&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;yes  gone  but it is  true what they  say you  will miss it   but just the fact &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;when  you leave school   you end up going college work  u have to pay bills &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and worry  about jobs  you  end up stuck in a dead end  job or a dead end relationship &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;see at school  you didnt have these worries you got  money when ever you like&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;have your mates and all you  have to worry about is  if you want to  do your hair or not &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;see if i could turn back  time  i would happily live it all again and  not regret a moment&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/2137762458</link><guid>http://ialwayswinatrussianroulette.tumblr.com/post/2137762458</guid><pubDate>Tue, 07 Dec 2010 19:43:24 -0500</pubDate></item></channel></rss>
